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Calm yet still freaking out, and the best Christmas preasent

     For Christmas my parents and I are going out to Florida ten days earlier than my original plan. I'm so glad my mom and dad are coming with me. I would never had said anything but I was terrified of moving to a place I had never been to my entire life. I'm so glad my mom knows me so well.
    My dad is speaking at a class two days after we get there, and then flies to San Fran the day after so I won't have much time with him, but it will still be nice to have him there.
   As excited as I am to have over a week in Florida with my mom, that also means I have to have everything ready to go a week earlier. my packing worries are building and I am so freaking out about all the stuff I have to fit. Every time I feel like I'm almost packed I realize I'm no where close.
  Ugh back to this endless packing.

Fears.

     As my DCP adventure draws near, I feel more and more different emotions. I am finding myself  more and more afraid as I think of the coming month or so. Can I really afford this? Am I being selfish doing this when my family is going through the worst financial times we have ever gone through? What can I bring with me? What if I can't fit everything I need into two 50 pound bags? What if I forget something important? Endless worries and questions flood my mind and I don't know how to handle them

   I feel like I am being so selfish. Yes I paid all of my fee's with my loan money, so I'm not hurting my parents financially that way. But I only have so much loan money, and I know my parents are going to want to give me money. I already feel like I owe them so much. and like I said this is such a hard time on our family financially. We lost our house my senior year of high school and right now is worse than that. 

   I'm just freaking out. and the fact that I am in the middle of finals does not help one bit. And neither do the assholes on the floor bellow me making as much noise as they possibly can. It's 1 am really they can't just settle down a little. If I wasn't such a coward/wasn't worried that I would kill some one, I would march down there and make them shut up. This has been happening at 1-2 am all semester, and I have put up with it. But this is finals week for gods sake. honestly I want to punch them all in the face. Ugh I swear.

  

Details.

Okay guys I still can not believe I got Accepted! This still feels so unreal to me. But I paid picked my dates, talked to my school, and told my boss. So I guess it can't be a dream.
 I am to arrive on January 22nd, and I leave may 24th. Not Ideal. I wanted spring advantage, but hey I'm going to take what I can get. I can always try to extend, and hey maybe I can extend to Disneyland who knows. Either way I am going to make the most out of whatever time I have there.
 Like I said I got attractions, also my second choice, but still it's a competitive role that I wanted. and attractions is going to be amazing. I won't know exactly where I am going to work until traditions.
  I've never been east of Colorado let alone all the way to Florida  so this is going to be a huge change of pace for me. I'm terrified, excited, apprehensive, and determined all at the same time.
 Who knows what my future holds? What I do know is that I'm ready for it.

OMG GUYS HUGE HUGE NEWS!!

I GOT ACCEPTED INTO THE DISNEY COLLEGE PROGRAM! 

I don't even know if gifs work on here but.

I got Attractions which was my second choice and, AHHH I’M FREAKING OUT!

I can't believe it! I'm in! I'm going to WDW, which wasn't ideal, but I'm still so excited!!! 

Waiting

Day 59 since my Interview. 33rd day pending.
The other day their was a HUGE flood of rejections. Those days are the worst. I must have checked my dashboard twenty times after I saw the page. But then again there have been a few penders accepted so it's just as frustrating. I honestly just don't know. I don't know how I feel, I don't know where I stand, and I don't know what I am doing. December 14th can not come soon enough. I just want to know so bad. It's ridiculous, I don't even know.

This old thing

So...I have a Youtube, Tumblr, and Facbook basically dedicated to the Disney College Program, but I thought hey why not use this old account too. I plan to use this blog for more of my own personal memories thoughts, feelings about the program. Kind of more like a diary then a blog, but a diary other people can see...haha.